February 2012
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Feb 9th
It's been awhile
I had another miscarriage. It was my fault, I know it was. I didn’t know I was pregnant though, that’s what I tell myself to ease the guilt. I held on to hope, my last post showed that. Even though I had finished bleeding, I had a tiny shred of hope left in me that I hadn’t lost the baby. That hope prooved useless. Since November, I’ve stopped taking Diet Pills, I...
Feb 8th
November 2011
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Hope.
I stopped bleeding. I’m still testing positive on hpt’s. Last month when I miscarried, by the time I stopped bleeding, I was testing negative on hpt’s. I’m going to buy another 2 packs when I get off work today. If I’m still testing positive when I should be 8 weeks, I’ll go to the doctor. I really hope I’m still pregnant.
Nov 23rd
The ghost of a child that never was.
How does a person even begin to deal with a thing like this? I have no hope left in me at this moment. I really wanted to be your mommy. I’m sorry that I’ll never get that chance.
Nov 19th
I feel broken.
I started bleeding at work yesterday. It was right before the end of my shift. The girl who comes in after me knew something was wrong, she could tell by the look on my face. Even though I knew this would happen, I still had high hopes that it wouldn’t.
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ListenIf you’re still alive My regrets are few. If...
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Wtf? Epic Billboard Fail →
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“I am so fucking smart I make smart people feel fucking retarded.”
– Eunice Bloom, Boondock Saints 2
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Wtf? ball tapping epidemic in Indiana. →
WTHR survey suggests it is rampant in Indiana schools.
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heh....
Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner....
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Excerpt From; Things I may never say out loud.
I love you so much, yet I’ve learned to live without you. I feel like I’ve become a better person for that. I am happy just knowing that you’re my friend. That’s all I’ll ever need from you. I wont lie. Sometimes it makes me sad. Sometimes I can’t help but grieve for all the things between us that never were. I never let the sadness linger for long. Thoughts of...
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