November 2011
6 posts
Hope.
I stopped bleeding. I’m still testing positive on hpt’s. Last month when I miscarried, by the time I stopped bleeding, I was testing negative on hpt’s. I’m going to buy another 2 packs when I get off work today. If I’m still testing positive when I should be 8 weeks, I’ll go to the doctor. I really hope I’m still pregnant.
The ghost of a child that never was.
How does a person even begin to deal with a thing like this? I have no hope left in me at this moment. I really wanted to be your mommy. I’m sorry that I’ll never get that chance.
I feel broken.
I started bleeding at work yesterday. It was right before the end of my shift. The girl who comes in after me knew something was wrong, she could tell by the look on my face. Even though I knew this would happen, I still had high hopes that it wouldn’t.
