I'm The Space Invader...

So yesterday, before going to work , I bought a pack of home pregnancy tests. I took this test in the bathroom at work before starting my shift. The next few weeks will be a waiting game full of anxiety. Prior to finding out I was pregnant, I had been exercising heavily and popping an unhealthy dose of diet pills. I lost a baby at 4 weeks last month for that reason. I’m scared to death that I will loose this one also. I have stopped all the unhealthy behavior, but I’m scared to death that damage has already been done. I already have 2 beautiful sons, but I would really love to have a daughter.